Stories in the Missional Journey of Bruce & Deborah Crowe

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Found some Chinese Food during our trip last week – with our friends David & Masha.

Just before dinner tonight we watched a low flying army helicopter, completed with side missiles pass over our house.  It was surreal, and loud!  We continue on however in our small town, pushing forward to complete and open this Lighthouse Cafe!  What an opportunity to be an established, public place of influence for God – especially with the instability of the present situation, many are open, searching and need to know the Prince of Peace.

Fire Department comes again tomorrow to review the alarm system contract.  It’s quite an ordeal, and going to cost around $4,000 to install the system, and become legal.  We believe we will be the only business in our town that has gone about this legally, and won’t have to pay special ‘gifts’ for eternity to avoid fines from the government.

We have begun working in the Cafe garage which is directly behind the main building, renovating a side room into a pantry.  We’re laying down tile now, and then will have to purchase a fridge and a freezer.  This is where we will make the dough!  We’re hoping this will be all we need to do to pass health inspection (which we haven’t had yet, that’s the final step).

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Oleg and Alyosha working on the pantry room in our Cafe garage.

Spring has arrived, gardens in full work mode, and many people chopping up wood in preparation for Putin’s looming 50-70% residential gas spike.  Everyone here relies on gas to heat their homes, it will be an interesting winter.  I think we need to also prepare and convert our heating from gas to electric.  We may even need to do this for the Cafe after we see how much it will cost to stay open!

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Tucker learning how to ski.. indoors!  Ukraine is a country of extremes.. many without indoor plumbing but they have some very advanced stuff too.  Some of the malls they have here are pretty cool!

I am beginning to ask some friends and churches about a possible August trip over to help us build a half-pipe (for skateboards) on the Cafe property.  I’ve had this vision in my head of scores of young kids, teens all gathered outside on benches, and being able to build relationships.  My own kids have gotten into skateboarding, and it’s catching on – a brand new thing here in Ukraine – especially in our small town.  Our boys skate down to the center where there is a very small smooth patch and they get all kinds of astonished looks – they may as well be on hover-boards!

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Was great to take my oldest Broderic with us to Russia. He’ll be 17 in May, and going to work in Canada again this summer with his Papa on the farm. I thought the retro bus carpeted ceiling matched his retro earphones.

Pray for this possible trip and ministry.  We’re close to opening the Cafe, but I’m looking past the functionality of that and believing God could do even more with this property – in the end we want to lift up Jesus Christ and see souls come to hope in His name.

Thank you as well for prayer this week for Deb and the baby.  We visit this Wednesday and possibly will find out the sex.  We are also very conscious of the remaining ‘concerns’ the doctors noticed at the last ultra sound, so we’re cautious but hopeful that the baby is developing normally.

Thanks for dropping in!

Bruce & Deb

Russia Trip Update

A week has passed since our trip to Rostov-On-Don, Russia.  It was a very encouraging time on a number of levels.

Firstly, let me speak to the difficulty in communicating freely on this blog.  For starters, our readers (from our Google analytic reports) are not only from North America, but a growing number of Ukrainians, and now Russians frequent our updates.  Such is the double edged sword of social media today, in the context of political tension.  We also don’t want to jeopardize writing anything that could be documented and used against our future efforts to share the gospel in this part of the world.

On one hand, we want to speak (or type) freely and openly to our friends and family.  On the other, it’s probably we do that in person or by phone:) The amount of propaganda on both sides concerning the crisis in Ukraine is mind numbing.  The problem with propaganda, as far as I can tell, is that once believed, it’s pretty darn near impossible to convince someone they are being deceived.  We humans like a black and white backdrop, clear distinctions between good (our side) and evil (the other guys).

I believe that often the truth is found between the two extremes.  This became evident after listening and watching to over 2 months of Pro-Ukrainian, Pro-Western media.  If this is all the media you digest, it will form your opinion in sweeping generalizations.  You will start to see Putin as Darth Vader, and the Ukrainians as the Rebel Alliance.

Hopping across the border and spending a week in the closest major Russian city to the border of Ukraine, you immediately begin consuming an entirely different narrative.  What was a clear Star Wars, good vs evil situation became to us, through our various taxi driver conversations and local discussions, a much less distinct, or edgy theatrical backdrop.

The ‘Russians’ you see, are comprised of many, many different people groups.  In Rostov, a City of around 2 million, is made up of Russians, Georgians, Uzbek, Ukrainians, Turks, and many other nationalities.  They each have their perspectives, their history with Mother Russia, their appreciation for, and conversely their disdain for their nations political actions.

When I asked what they thought about the situation in Ukraine, I found all sorts of reactions.  Most noticeably was the lacking anger or hatred toward the West.  In the West, we seem to enjoy demonizing an entire nation, as if their leader was the embodiment of that nations character.   However, with the folks I talked to, they emitted a general kindness, a goodwill towards their Ukrainian neighbors.   That graciousness was offered to Deb, Broderic and I was well.  From store clerks to taxi drivers, these were very likable, well wishing individuals that we felt very comfortable walking around in public during the day, and night.   In many ways, as foreigners we felt even more welcome than in Ukraine – this was a welcome surprise!

We stayed at the YWAM base and taught during the day.  Some lovely Christian servants caring for the property and the many teams that come in and out all year.  It was clear that the missionary activity in Russia has been much more limited than in Ukraine.  We knew this was the case from reading about changing visa laws and such, but it sinks in when you are there.  Those responsible for starting the base was denied access to come back in.  We heard several stories of how missionaries are having to get strategic in order to continue serving inside its borders.

We personally felt overwhelmed (in a good way) with the benefits of speaking/learning the language inside Russia vs in Ukraine.  Our path towards fluency has been greatly hampered by our location in a smaller town that speaks mostly Ukrainian, and a strange mix of both.  Hearing the many verbs and nouns conjugated as we’d been taught over a couple years in language school was like receiving the gift of an unlearned tongue.  Distinction is a beautiful thing, it was a much needed encouragement for us to keep progressing, that our efforts are not totally wasted.

As you walk around, and as you discuss situations with other believers (from other parts of Russia),  you realize how wide open Ukraine, and the west actually is.  Despite the similarities with widespread corruption, there’s a spiritual progressiveness that Ukraine is experiencing that the church in Russia isn’t benefiting from.  You can feel, in some strange way, the oppressive restrictions towards free speech and liberty of thought.  Russian believers pray for the missionaries and the church in Ukraine to come and help them.

Unlike Ukraine, you actually want to blend in and not be noticed in public.  If I were to guess, Rostov is probably where Kiev was 15yrs ago.  As much as we might belittle the small economic, or cultural steps Ukraine has taken towards European integration, Rostov embodies the ‘stuck in time’ feeling of a nation that refuses to give up on a dream – or at least has given up on becoming something other than what it was.   That’s a wide generalization, just my thoughts as I compare two regions separated only by a days drive.

Most of the Russian believers we spoke with knew very little about the situation in Ukraine.  They know of problems, but little to no understanding of their own governments role in instigating them.  They see Crimea as a good thing for everyone.  The political machine has effectively convinced folks that Ukraine has been hijacked by ultra-nationalistic extremists.  However the majority of folks we talked to felt their country needs to focus on their own problems, and that their army would only get involved if the Ukrainians need help.   I asked on Taxi driver, “Do you think your army will invade Ukraine?” and he quickly responded, “Of course, it’s our land.”  He was however the only one of several who felt this way.

We were excited to meet a young couple with passion for discipleship in far eastern Russian – the city of Vladivostok.  Its directly east of Japan.  They are serving at a YWAM base there, and have invited us to come and teach possibly this fall on the Character of God.  We believe these type trips will be our next phase of ministry in Russia.  The more difficult it becomes for foreign involvement in Russian, the more these type “Paul missionary journey’ trips become a very real method of Kingdom influence in Russia.  We are excited about this, and praying for God to continue opening doors as our hearts are filled with more compassion for the Russian people.

Returning to Ukraine we are focused on this Cafe.  Today we are finishing out a pantry area in the garage for a fridge, freezer and the dough mixing machine.  We’re hoping to open in a few weeks.  We have almost everything else ready except for the remaining gas, which daily changes status.  We will be updating everyone soon on a few needs we have to open as we’re operating in faith today, spending money we don’t have.

Beyond the Cafe, we’ll continue to pray and respond to opportunities to share the gospel and be lights for Jesus Christ in Ukraine.  Next week I’ve been invited to share at a church in Kiev again.  I have something on my heart and mind concerning a possible short term missions trip for some Ukrainians (to Western Ukraine), appreciate prayer for wisdom and timing on this!   Coming back from Russia the feeling of opportunity and freedom here was eye opening, and I don’t want to settle in to the previous state of ‘missional apathy’ that we all battle – we need to be continually shaken up and inspired to take steps for God in faith, for His glory.  Seeing how constricted the gospel is in Russia, inspires me to expand it’s broadcast, at least through my life!

I’ve been praying and thinking over these verses from Paul in 2 Corinthians 2:14-

But thanks be to God, who always leads us as captives in Christ’s triumphal procession and uses us to spread the aroma of the knowledge of him everywhere.

Long update, if you made this far, you are amazing and we love you.  Thank you for your prayer and support!  We will be Skyping Crossroads Community Church, our home church in Longview, Texas this Sunday.  Looking forward to it!

Bruce & Deb

A prayer. An open door

As we entered 2014, I began to pray specifically for God to open opportunities to travel to Russia.   Within a few weeks we were offered an opportunity to teach at a YWAM base (School of Biblical Studies) in Rostov, Russia.

We didn’t realize at the time that Ukraine would overthrow it’s president, become fairly unstable, and enter significant political tensions with its Russian neighbor!   Additionally, the school’s location, as you can see from the map below, is in an interesting spot.

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We leave this Sunday, and return on Friday the 18th.  We had already purchased our plane tickets, and it wasn’t ever clear if our visas would be approved or in time.  Our Visa’s however by God’s grace arrived yesterday, without a day to spare!

For Deb and I, this isn’t just a random high risk trip, but an answer to prayer and the beginnings of a new chapter that He’s written on our hearts.  We aren’t planning to move to Russia, but we do look forward to more regular opportunities and networking –

As believers, we’re to think Kingdom first.  This starts by desiring all nations, every tribe and tongue to come and bow before their Maker.

Just in the nick of time, our Russian visas.

Just in the nick of time, our Russian visas.

Broderic and Deborah are coming with me.  Cheryl (with Shane and Jem) are overseeing our kids while we are away.   Please pray with us for this coming week, that it would be an enriching time for the students, at least as much as it has been for myself in preparation.  God is raising up leaders that will shine for Christ in this part of the world, and it’s a privilege to invest a small part in lives dedicated to His service!

I hope to post some updates during our time there.

Love them boys.  They do eat a lot though.

Love them boys. They do eat a lot though.

Abigail loves the new children's area at our favorite grocery store in Kiev.

Abigail loves the new children’s area at our favorite grocery store in Kiev.

Sergei & Tanya Susidko last photo before leaving Ukraine and off to Australia to serve at the home office of their sending organization OMS.

Sergei & Tanya Susidko last photo before leaving Ukraine and off to Australia to serve at the home office of their sending organization OMS.

We have some good news with the Cafe as well but will share when we get back – please pray for Dema and Natasha as they drive the final stretch of stamps and approvals.. very, very close!

Thank you for checking in, and thank you especially to those that will pray for our week in Rostov, Russia!

Sincerely,

Bruce & Deb

And There’s Power!

Electric company installing new power line for Lighthouse Cafe today!

Electric company installing new power line for Lighthouse Cafe today!

While most of you know we have been waiting on the Gas company for a year now, what you didn’t know was that our existing electricity line and meter was insufficient and ancient.

Our new fancy electric meter!

Our new fancy electric meter!

Today, the electric company showed up and installed our new meter, as well as connected a nice thick cable from the road (I don’t know much about electricity, but I know thick wires are better than think ones!). This boosted our building by a much needed 5k watts, but more importantly connected our new fuse box which regulates the entire building properly.

Now we can turn on the coffee machine, lights, and a vacuum at the same time! We rejoice in the things we can – for it’s progress that keeps us moving forward!

This week we made progress, and a few steps backwards with the Cafe, including:

  • Dema took a bus 2hrs away to retrieve the “Gas Course Manual” which he has to study quickly and take a certification test on Tuesday.  This will allow us to legally turn on/off the gas at the building.
  • Natasha has begun registering the actual employees for the Cafe.   This includes tax registration, as well as many other things we never think about in the US (health inspection of each employee, and it’s not just blood work!).
  • The Gas company documents (which cost us +4k last fall) were provided a few weeks ago.  We then had to take them to another City government office for approval.  They, not shockingly, found several things ‘incorrect’ with the provided documents, which is now our responsibility to run around and fix/stamps/lines/money.  After we get this approval, we then have one more City government office which will inspect the inspected documents from the Gas company.   I stopped worrying about logic a few years ago.
  • Fire alarm systems ($2500) have been donated by someone whom I am very thankful.  We hope to get that finalized and installed this month.  That is the last (we hope) big ticket item.

The concern at the moment with Gas is that Russia has removed the gas discount for Ukraine which means everyone is anticipating very soon an immediate 50% hike in gas costs.  For businesses, this will be disastrous as they already pay an average of 3x the amount of residential (this is why many live in their business properties, to heat their properties with the lower costs).   They absolutely punish private businesses any way they can with extra paperwork, fees and high utilities.

Because of this looming costs, we are talking now to the Electric company about bringing in another line to turn the entire building electric, away from gas dependency.  This would cost about $5,000.  It’s not something we are doing now, we just want to focus on opening this facility.  However, the gas costs could prove daunting, and that’s our next option to pursue.  Amazing we could be looking to buy a new pizza oven (electric vs gas) and heating system for a building we haven’t yet opened – but such is the very unstable situation here.

photo-3Today I also received our invitation for Russia.  I visited the consulate, brought the security guard a latte from McDonalds around the corner.  He wasn’t quite sure what to do with it, I think I was the first to gift him with a coffee.  He refused, but then took it.  When leaving after submitting our application, he had a very warm smile on his face.  I want to become friends with these guys – I think I’ll be visiting them more often Lord willing.

We pick up visas next Friday, and fly out Saturday… not a lot of room to wiggle.  Add to that they required the original visas to be here before I pick up the actual Visas.. that means the mail has to arrive by Thursday, pick up Visas Friday, hop on plane Saturday.. then start course Monday.  We’ve got Cheryl lined up, and Shane/Jem as backup for the kids.  Broderic and Deb will be coming with me.

Lastly we kindly request you join with us in prayer for our new baby.  We had some tests this week that have not been favorable.  The scans for Down Syndrome (ultra sound findings and blood work levels), combined with Debs age have put us in a very high risk.  Nothing is certain without invasive testing, however it’s been a rough week for us, with a lot of travel to Kiev, learning about the symptoms, and preparing our hearts for something completely unexpected.  Please pray for wisdom on us, for the Lord to guide us and grant the peace we need moving forward.  Also pray for our little growing son or daughter.. Deb is 13 weeks so a journey still ahead.

Sincerely,

Bruce

 

 

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