Stories in the Missional Journey of Bruce & Deborah Crowe

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A new hobby!

I’ve been wanting a drone for several years. I love photography and video, but never have the time. There’s something about moving light, panning and horizons. I’ve always been musical, I think, always a humming in my head of a tune, I used to drive my friends as a kids a little crazy on the school bus because I would make up my own little silly songs. I learned to play the piano by myself, then played in church for years, eventually learning the drums, a little bass guitar. Anyway, my point is that as much as I find myself in study, running business or doing non-creative type things, my soul finds life in art.

As I get older, I’m learning to find discipline myself to do things that in fact, bring life. The western ‘productivity’ engine that I was shaped in wants me to stay focused. The hamster wheel just keeps running faster until we forget who we are, we’re breathing, but we’re not aware of the gift of life and living into this present moment. So, back to the drone!

Last summer I was in Canada, and my brother Trevor, and his daughter Alexa (yes, I know two Alexa’s that aren’t from Amazon!) graciously blessed my with a broken Phantom 4 drone. These drone’s are quite expensive, and I was convinced that in Ukraine, I could get it fixed.. Ukrainians have never met something broken and called it a day. Anyway, we brought it back, Covid hit, and it lie dormant for 9 months. I eventually found a place in Kyiv to look at it, took it, and a few days later, with a $400 bill, it was good as new! I then had to figure a way to get it, as I’m rarely in Kyiv with all these lock down rules. Deb, however, was off with a group serving in another town with the widow’s team – they ended up getting rerouted through Kyiv, which is a massive City.. and she calls me the other day, “Hey, we’re in front of the drone repair place I think..” Sure enough, she was, and a couple hrs later I had the drone.

I share that because honestly I was still on the fence about the whole thing. I really don’t have a lot of time, I’m buried in school, reading literally 8 books at once at the moment, and any extra time is for family and Lighthouse.. and this crazy Marathon! But I felt the joy of the Spirit, God blessed me with the drone, then fixed it, then picked it up for me – it’s like He was saying, “play with this you goose.”

So, I’ve begun playing. Each night I go out, fly it up to ranges I’m not sure I’m allowed to – I need to research this more. It can go 5km, and up to 500 meters high! It’s super fun, but all the batteries are dead and only one works, lasting 15 minutes.. so I have to be careful how far I fly. I’ve crashed it twice, once because of the dog (it thinks its a bird and tries to bit it during landing) and once because I was exceedingly stupid and tried to land it on my 2nd story deck, on a small, with a drink on it.

I have uploaded some footage to Shutterstock, and going to start trying to master some short clips, using Final Cut to color correct and such. I have a lot to learn.. and I hope my next post isn’t about it landed in the Dnepr River.. but it’s sure fun flying the friendly skies. I hope my neighbors don’t complain.. I must be sensitive to their gardening 🙂

I see the light!

After three solid years of learning in an academic structure, I’m down to my final 3 courses. I’m currently taking two, Eastern Orthodox Theology, and Power Dynamics and Gender. Surprisingly, they are both quite similar so far as we march through the history and cultural formations of Patriarchy and other social constructs. I am learning so much, and beginning to feel a certain sadness in my heart that this journey is nearing its end.

After this semester, I’ll have one course remaining in the summer and then complete! Because of Covid and the virtual graduation reality, at least in California, I’ll be skipping the ceremonies. Too bad! It would have been nice to see some friends again, and have that sense of completion, plus the cool robe and hat!

Only some of this semesters reading requirement – I had to order several on Kindle.. I prefer hard copies when I can.

This week I’m learning about the Desert Fathers. I’ve read a little on them in previous courses, especially related to the early writings of the martyrs during the persecution of Dionysus. The church really suffered 30-40yrs prior the Edict of Milan in 313AD, when Christians could come out from hiding. Incredible what humanity has suffered under the oppression of fellow broken image bearers. Interestingly, these monks, before there were monks, developed a sort of monastic living in part out of the driving persecution, in part to enter the suffering of Christ. This ‘white’ persecution (‘red’ meaning bloodshed on the parts of the Roman authorities) drove not only these monks out to caves and mountains, but those seeking spiritual answers and meaning as well as hungry hearts began to recognize these men were on to something. Anyway, it’s been difficult to keep up with all the writing, discussions and weekly reading and lectures for two classes, I’ll be really glad to finish this journey with just one class.

As I type this, we’re plowing under our backyard, leveling it out and preparing to make a nice backyard for playing soccer for the kids, little playground etc. We’ve wanted to this for years, but been so focused on the Cafe and other projects – this past Spring we’ve painted, and been doing a number of upgrades on our house. It feels nice. We hope to finally insulate the exterior, we got one wall done many years ago, and it worked so well we just stopped the project.. and never continued it. I like that Ukraine doesn’t put much emphasis on exterior beauty when it comes to homes in our town.. it’s what’s inside that counts.. but slowly I see our town and neighbors beautifying and improving, so it’s inspired me to do a better job. We still don’t have a garden, after our initial failings, so we’ll try and have pretty yard and grass.. we’ll see!

The Lighthouse building is now back moving, the garage replacement turned into a little bit larger of a project, which I’m excited about. We have too many emerging leaders, and friends with great ideas and missional hearts that could use space for collaboration and piloting new stuff. Walls going up shortly, and a roof hopefully finished by mid summer –

I’ll finish with a question, one that I think strikes at the heart of the Christian message and our rootedness in God; What makes you ‘in?’ Where do you find your sense of belonging? How do you keep it, mature it?

Spring 2021 Update

Dear Friends,

With the tensions rising once again in Ukraine’s Eastern Region, we are reminded that the kingdom of Jesus does not wage war with coercive, carnal weaponry. Our Creator comes inconspicuously, as a child, to an oppressed people, without an agenda to dominate, but to divest and serve humanity by taking on the form of a servant.

In our Spring Update, I hope you are encouraged by some of the ways our families and mission is engaging Slavic culture, creating Jesus culture, and taking on the form of our most glorious Servant King!

Thank you once again for your continued care and support 🙂

Bruce & Deb Crowe
Mir Ministries | Ukraine | Belarus | Russia

What do we do?

Each month, we are posting Widows Care ministry stories from Ukraine, Belarus and Russia. Click here to visit our Widows Stories page for the most recent stories of redemption and love at work!

Our Vision

Our vision is to train and mobilize Slavic believers to join the Father’s heart in reaching desperate widows in need through monthly food packages, visitation, and soul care.

Most of our ministry takes place in remote villages where the need is the greatest and many grandmothers have no family or outside help and rely on a government stipend of $50/mo or less.
read recent widow stories>>

80% of our ministry budget goes directly to material products for the widow, including food and medicine. We have a team of 3 part time staff, and a growing base of volunteers and partner Slavic churches. Once we train how to operate a food pantry and reach the widow, we encourage the local church to take up the ministry on their own, and slowly decrease dependencies on our program.

Present-Future

We are now focused on deepening the volunteer network through online prayer, and Lord willing resuming in person conferences for further mentoring and soul care resources. As a next phase, we hope to empower the healthier, younger widows with missional resources to create jobs, and participate in God’s missional heart too! We did this in Belarus last year when some widows were given funds to purchase material and sew winter clothing for local orphanges.

Serving Now

  • 350 Widows
  • 45 Volunteers
  • 30 Villages
    • Belarus (14)
    • Ukraine (12)
    • Russia (3)

Our crowdfunding platform is designed to provide educational and technical resources for emerging Slavic believers to turn their business and ministry ideas into reality.

Culture Making

We believe that the only way to change culture is to make more of it!

Crowdfunding in the Russian and Ukrainian speaking world is still relatively new and is taking some time to both educate and train concepts of risk-taking, business plans and team development. However, we’re slowly growing and now providing services for the Baptist Union, the Assemblies of God, and Mission Eurasia.

Check out some of our active projects!

Please allow me to highlight our own Lighthouse Ukraine team’s summer project: Youth Bike Club!

I’m so proud of them. They dreamed up the idea to take our youth on area bike rides and have produced all the fundraising content themselves. They’ve already started this and been borrowing our own kids’ bikes, but they would like to go too!

Most of our students are very poor and don’t own a bike, and some have never ridden one. This mission is simple.. to take groups of youth on weekend rides, sharing lunch and the love of Christ. But first, they need a few bikes and safety equipment! You can view this project and the details of their $1,500 goal here on our RazomGO site – (Click Here)

If you’d like to try to give through our RazomGo Website please do, we need some testers from the US! If you’d prefer to give through our Mir Site (Click here), that works too!

So we have more exciting news! Through a series of interesting events, we are hosting our cities first running race – we’re calling it “Life Givers Marathon” (logo above, by Tucker our son!).  It will take place on Sunday, June 6, 2021.

We’ve met with local officials, and also hosted our first regional meeting among some running reps, marketing minds and had a wonderful time dreaming up and planning together!

We’ll be promoting local at-risk families, and raising support for a few local families with disabilities. More soon!

Meet our city mayor, Christina. She’s a wonderful lady who fully supports Lighthouse and all our activities in the region – what a blessing!
In other news, our new Mission & Innovation building project is about to start back up next week! Thanks to our generous sponsors we’re able to now continue with the walls and roof.
Meet Aliona Savchenko is 31 and lives in Ukraine. She works as a youth administrator for a private charity. Through visiting Lighthouse, and some of our area events, she’s come into close friendship with our missional community. Recently, and to our surprise, she joined our 90 Day Bible Reading challenge, and for the first time read Scripture for herself.. the entire New Testament!

God has been opening her heart to His, and we are delighted for you to hear a bit of her story – she is a leader and emerging light to her generation!

The following untranslated and unpolished testimony is from Aliona. I asked her to share how God worked in her life over the 90 day bible project and our Zoom meetings:

Three months of immersion in my soul and looking to God had a miraculous effect on me. It was as if I looked at my life and what and who surrounds me. I felt incredible joy from what I have in my life. And also I felt the comfort and strength that I have long tried to find in my heart. I felt a constant and uninterrupted love.

The most impressive thing is that even when it was hard and painful for me, and when I didn’t want to notice it – God was always and is with me, He did not disappear anywhere, but was always near. This thought gives me extraordinary strength and inspiration. I read the New Testament for the first time and I was so impressed by the simplicity and at the same time the depth of its content. I looked from the other side at the church as a social structure in our country and began to review my life in parts.

The weekly meetings added inspiration for the development of spirituality and the study of life. The atmosphere that prevailed at the meetings was filled with trust and love. It was nice to feel united with the whole world, because the participants were in different parts of our planet. I enjoyed discussing interesting topics about leadership, development, the spiritual path of each of the participants, as well as common prayers. I plan to continue studying the Bible and start reading the Old Testament. And also, I continue and try to put into my life the things that are said in the Bible. And easierly, I try to love more.

Thank you for these wonderful days together!  ~ Aliona

A few weeks ago Deb and I were able to fly to Florida and visit our first grandbaby, Byron! We had a rich time with our eldest son and Kristin our daughter in law. We also were able to connect in living color with Bronwyn and Brent. Thankful for Diana who stayed at our house and watched over the younger crew in Ukraine.

Prayer For:
– Eastern Ukraine, tensions and peace!
– Belarus and opportunities despite opposition.
– Widows staff, volunteers, and the widows!
– Funds for Bike Club, Marathon Event.
– Lighthouse challenges with Covid, currently in lockdown again.
– Bruce’s continued improved health.. 75% there!

Orthodox & Western Views on Worship, Theology and Tradition.

I am learning that the Eastern Christian faith approaches its worship, theology and preservation of the Apostolic faith from a particular perspective that differentiates itself from their Western counterpart. I have categorized some of these varying perspectives, in typical Aristotilian fashion! 

  1. Orthodox Definitions 

To understand the role and interplay of worship, theology and Apostolic tradition in the Orthodox faith, I’m learning that definitions are very important. The term orthodox, for example, is an important starting point. “In Eastern Christianity, orthodox is used for that which gives proper glory to God” (Payton 2007, Loc. 636). To give proper glory to God is to remain true to the practices handed down through Apostolic tradition. In the West, the term orthodoxy usually connotes doctrinal precision (Loc. 635). 

  1. True Theology is True Worship

In the West, worship often pertains to the originating personal, or corporate act of exalting or declaring worth to God. However, in the Orthodox tradition, “the way of worship is the way of belief” (Orandi, Week 1, Video 1.2). One important distinction is that for the orthodox, thinking and feeling, or the head and heart, are not mutually exclusive categories as found predominantly in the West. Having bypassed the trappings of scholasticism, the enlightenment, the reformation, and other uniquely Western cultural experiences, the Orthodox Church has had little issue approaching worship as theology, and theology as worship. This means that when an Eastern believer approaches worship, it doesn’t segregate intellectual understanding with experiencing truth because, “True theology must be integrated with praise and contemplation” (Tibbs, Week 1, Video 1.1). Worship and Theology are therefore two sides of the same coin. 

Worship for the Orthodox embodies theologia, which cannot be taught, but “comes from an encounter with God” (Tibbs). Unlike in the West, where cognitive knowledge of a subject might substitute for a relational or experiential knowledge, “Orthodoxy manifests a deep desire to know God, but in the biblical sense of what it means to know someone” (Payton 2007, Loc. 664). This pursuit of holistic knowledge, with both head and heart simultaneously engaged at all times, has shaped the Orthodox faith through the ages in its worship and theology. 

While the western Christian understands theology in general as a set of knowable, and important truths about God, the Orthodox believe, “the christian tradition is not an abstract message, but a practice. It is not a body of doctrine that can be taught, but a way of life” (Louth). “True theology is really true worship” (Tibbs, Week 1, Video 1.2). For the Orthodox, there is no separation of head and heart. What someone practices is a reflection of the beliefs they hold. “Show me your worship and I will understand what you believe” (Tibbs, Week 1, Video 1.2). This demotion of intellectual trust in the DNA of Orthodox Christianity sets itself against the Western elevation of human capacity to fully understand and know something, or someone. “The emphasis for Eastern Christianity is not on explanation but on mystery-on adoration of truth rather than its clarification.” (Payton 2007, Loc. 751). 

  1. Meditation over Intellection 

While the West elevates intellectual knowledge as an essential factor in the Church’s capacity to know God, the Eastern Christian doesn’t fully discount intellection, but reframes it as only part of the human experience. “Orthodox theology values the intellect, for intellectual capacity is a gift from God, but it seeks to go beyond concepts toward the mystical reality that cannot be enclosed in the sphere of human thought” (Tibbs, Eastern Orthodoxy PDF).  For eastern believers, the foundation of a relationship with God “was not the product of intellectual mastery of appropriate revelatory data” (Payton, Loc 314). 

One of the reasons the Orthodox hold a lesser place for intellectual theological primacy in the Christian faith, is their “distrust in the capacities of mere human reason to understand the most profound truth” (Payton 2007, Loc 296). Unlike the west’s affinity for Aristotelian neo-platonic categories and their “fixation on definitions and static categories of analysis” (Loc. 324), the Byantian Christians “commonly affirmed that the part of the theologian was to pray, not to explain” (Loc. 301). Because Eastern faith was “nurtured in meditation rather than intellection” (Loc. 312), the leadership of the Church itself was given not to building upon systems of thought, but a life spent in faithful communion with God, “speaking out of the richness of his experienced grace and mercy; not the result of a process of academic instruction” (Loc. 314). Because of the limitations and distrust of human intellect in general, the Orthodox view talking about God as a “hazardous enterprise” (Loc. 655) and believe that “human language cannot transcend its created capacities” (Loc. 660). For this reason, “Orthodox emphasis falls not on speech about but on silence before God and his revelation” (Loc. 675).  

While Orthodox believers “confess the truth” handed down through Holy Scripture and Tradition, they “do not attempt to explain it’ (Loc. 751). Through the divine liturgy, the emphasis for Eastern Christianity “is not on explanation but on mystery-on adoration of truth rather than its clarification” (Loc. 751).  Through ecclesial worship, the believer moves beyond intellection as they participate in the Trinity’s inner life, “toward the Father, through the Son, in the Spirit” (Bobrinksoy 1999, 148). “Ecclesial worship is equally trinitarian in its content as in its dynamic” (p. 148), in this way we can see why mystery is embraced far and above the western comforts of limited intellection. 


4. Apostolic Heritage

Western Protestants in particular claim apostolic heritage through adhering to doctrinal claims and creeds, but the Orthodox find their apostilic heritage not just in doctrine, but in the succession of practiced tradition. Through the tradition of the liturgy, the Orthodox Church “serves to protect the apostolic heritage, not to prepare for future doctrinal developments arising from it” (Payton 2007, 756). This tradition is not focused on sanctioned academic study or beliefs as much as “a life given to meditation and contemplation” (678). 

The Orthodox believe that the nature of the Church is like Christ, who was both visible and invisible, temporary and eternal, and in its continuing physical existence on earth by God’s providence it continues a “historical and unbroken connection” (Tibbs, Week 2, Video 2.1) with the apostolic church. This means that being in Christ is both mystical and integrative, accomplished through the sacramental life of the church (Tibbs, Eastern Orthodoxy PDF). 

The Orthodox hold that the ecumenical councils are infallible, up to the council of Nicea II, 767 AD.  Participating in the seven sacraments (Hagia Mysteria) which include baptism, holy orders, matrimony, chrismation, reconciliation, Holy Eucharist and unction enable the believers to participate in Christ’s deified human nature (Tibbs, Eastern Orthodoxy PDF). 

Christian Orthodox communities have continued through the ages, often within averse dominant cultures, for centuries, preserving the sacraments. The Orthodox Church believes God has ordained this ongoing succession through the infallible Church which is governed “through the bishop, and the presbyters, and the deacons, who have been appointed by the will of God the Father” (Ignatious, Epistle to the Philladelphians). The Orthodox faith claims not only historical rights through a preserved and practiced tradition, but a prophetic one as well as it shares forward the message of the gospel for creation. “Eastern Christianity offers a ringing affirmation of what that message is – namely, the apostolic message enshrined in the ancient creeds of the church, celebrated in the liturgy, defended in the tradition and proclaimed in the preaching” (Payton 2007, 49). 

Pointing to early church fathers such as St. Basil the Great, the Orthodox Church claims that the traditions practiced today are none other than directly inherited Apostilic practices. Payton describes the Orthodox relationship with tradition as both “process and package” (194). To put it another way, “the church’s worship serves as the living framework for understanding Scripture” (202). As the process, the Church in its traditions, which have no intrinsic life in themselves, provide the context for the invisible Church to become visible, where heaven indeed touches earth and material conjoins immaterial. The package, being the presence of the Triune God, through the Spirit’s indwelling through the various sacraments. In this way, “Scripture and tradition work together to preserve, shape and transmit the apostolic message” (Payton 2007, Loc. 199) as “the Church interprets Scripture by way of tradition” (Loc. 202). 

Summary

The Orthodox Church synthesizes worship as theology, and theology as worship with an emphasis on experiencing God’s indwelling through the received traditions of the Apostles. In this way, the Orthodox Church lives up to its name, bringing proper glory to God. Scripture is a product of the Church’s tradition. “Tradition allows the faithful of the past to speak to the contemporary church and, through it, to the world in every generation” (Loc. 203). 

References: 

Ignatius, Epistle to the Philadelphians- PDF LINK

Payton, James R. 2007. Light from the Christian East: An Introduction to the Orthodox Tradition. IVP.  Kindle & Hard Copy Editions 

Tibbs – Fuller Seminary ST557 Videos and Lectures, PDF. 

Bobrinskoy, Boris. 1999. The Mystery of the Trinity: Trinitarian Experience and Vision in the Biblical and Patristic Traditions. Crestwood: St. Vladimir’s Press.

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